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Wednesday, 04 November 2009
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Thanksgiving
It's November already... I can't believe it. This means a few things.
1st- It's going to get really cold. Cold weather annoys me... much like people who put clothes on their dogs....
You know what... no... this is not cute... not at all...
And what is worse than cold weather and dogs wearing clothes?
... When people dress there dogs in cold weather... ugh
Anyway,
2nd- November 24th will mark the 1 year anniversary of the death of my grandpa. Nothing too exciting there... I just think it's interesting that it still seems like I can go over to my grandma's and see my grandpa sitting in his favorite chair in the corner of the living room... but I suppose this will go away in time. I sure do miss him though.
3rd- It's the 6th annual "National Don't Pick on Travis Month".
You may know Travis as Crevis05 here on Xanga... Well, when we were in high school, I picked on him a lot (It's cool... we're cousins... so it was done in love). He decided to set up an annual month in which we would raise awareness of Travis harassment. So far, this yearly event has been successful and the important issue of Travis harassment is now no longer much of an issue at all! We still celebrate this month to honor Travis... and because history has a tendancy to repeat itself, it's good to have a refresher. I think we will make t-shirts next year.
4th- Thanksgiving will be here in a few weeks! I wanted to take this time to say what I am thankful for
A.) A beautiful fiance and a great family. I have a really close family. And I am happy that come March 13th, Tesia will finally be joining the family, as I too, become a part of her family.
B.) God... because he gave me all I have. And honestly, he offers a hope that nothing else in life can ensure.
C.) Xanga (This is my way of brown-nosing the xanga community)
D.) The Cohen Brothers- because they make great movies
E.) The fact that nobody is talking about the Kanye/Taylor incident anymore. I'm just happy it lived it's course... Of course, I brought it back up again...
... It just won't go away, will it?
What are you thankful for?
Thursday, 22 October 2009
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Giving Back to God
Keeping a close eye on Jesus, the Pharisees sent spies who pretended to be honest.They hoped to catch Jesus in something He said, so that they might hand Him over to the power and authority of the governor. So the spies questioned him: "Teacher, we know that you speak and teach what is right, and that you do not show partiality, but teach the way of God in accordance with the truth. Is it right for us to pay taxes to Caesar or not?"
But Jesus knew what they were really doing and He said to them, "Show me a denarius. Who's portrait is on it? Who's inscription is this?"
"Caesar's" they replied.
Jesus said to them, "Then give to Caesar what is Caesar's, but give to God what is God's.
Luke 20:20-25
This passage of the bible is normally read when we talk about paying our taxes... And it's true... this verse does tell us that the government has the right to tax us... in fact, it isn't our money. If it is due to Caesar, then it obviously belongs to Caesar... but we often look over "give to God what is God's."
Let's face it... it's much easier to skip out on our offerings to the church than it is to skip out on our taxes. Yet, according to what Jesus is telling us in the scripture I read, it is just as important to give to God as it is to give to the government. If you aren't giving God what is his, you are stealing.
But what is it that belongs to God that we must give Him?
Well, we have a few things.
1.) First, time.
This goes much deeper than spending an hour at church on Sundays and a couple hours at church on Wednesdays... Our time is God's time... and it's important to our spiritual growth to remember this. There isn't a second of the day where we aren't to be ministers. At all times, we are representing Christ. So what you do with your time can either improve or damage the image of Christ within you. That is why we stay aware of our surroundings and aware of the things that consume our time that aren't godly. So we give God our time.2.) We must also give service through our talents, gifts, and abilities.
Paul says in 1 Corinthians that our body is made up of many parts. Likewise, the body of Christ (or the Church) is made up of many parts. Each part has a duty to perform. If it doesn't perform it's duty, it's useless. But you are part of the body of Christ and you are not useless. So if you are an eye, you must see. If you are an ear, you must hear. If you are good at praying, you must pray. If you have a word from God, you must speak. You are needed in the church, whether you think you are or not. The church needs you... just like the body needs lungs.
Someone once told me about an experience she had at church where the pastor said, "If you are here and you aren't doing anything in the church, then you need to leave." And it's important to understand this because the church doesn't work unless everybody uses the gifts in which God gave them to help the body of Christ preform its daily duties.3.) Prayer is also something we give to God.
Only prayer isn't for God. It's for us... the church.
Proverbs 16:3 says, "Commit to the Lord whatever you do, and you will succeed." Jesus says, "Ask, and it will be given to you. Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be open to you." God wants our plans to succeed if they are in His will. So tell God about your plans... keep his will central to them, and see how your plans will turn out. If your church has a vision, pray that God will work with that in a way that glorifies Him. Let me tell you something... prayer works... and God will not tear down anything that will build His kingdom.4.) Money is another big gift that we can give to God.
Be certain that God doesn't need our money to do big things! Nevertheless, it is good to give to your church in a time in need... in fact, Paul tells us that when we do give, we are to give cheerfully, generously, and regularly. The money that we give to the church is used for many good causes. Keeping this in mind, giving should not be burdensome, but it should be a sacrifice, keeping in mind all He's done for us.It is clear in scripture, that we are to give to God what is already His. I've listed many ways we can give back to God. As Christians, it isn't our duty, but it is our joy that we should give graciously back to God in the many ways we are able. After all, think of what He has given to you!
In what ways do you give back to God?
Wednesday, 14 October 2009
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What If?
When talking about pacifism, questions tend to arise...
"So you're saying that if a man were trying to kill my wife and my two year old daughter, I shouldn't attack him?"
Essentially, yes... if you are a proclaiming Christian, my suggestion is to try to use nonviolent methods to solve such a problem. It might sound crazy, but Jesus rising from the dead sounds crazy too... Now, I'm not saying it would be easy. It takes faith... and that is one reason why I believe that nonresistance is such an important discipline. Nonresistance forces us to trust God before we trust in our own actions and judgment. This is God's desire of us.
This is the way I look at it: I understand that my duty as a husband would be to protect my family... but what sort of protection can I offer if I am not going to my source of protection first?
In such a situation, assuming my faith is strong, I would pray. That's number one on my list because I believe God answers prayers. But I'm not just talking about praying for protection. I'm also talking about praying for God's will to be done, because I can't convince God what is right and what is wrong... I must trust Him. Don't get me wrong though... praying for protection is important too, but first, I would ask for His will to be accomplished.
Time is valuable in this scenario, so maybe I won't have time to pray. I don't think this is ever an excuse though. The Spirit speaks for us in groans we can't understand when we are weak (Rom. 8:26). So, after my prayer, I would lay down my own life in place of my wife and/or daughter, like any good father or husband would do. I would rather die than have my family die along with me... I mean, this is the stuff you see in movies all the time: "Let her go! Take me instead!"
If that doesn't work, I would still want to convince the evildoer that he or she would not have to follow through with his or her threats. But all in all, I will not resist. If my family has to go, they will die as martyrs- dying in a way that would bring glory to God... because if you are dying in the name of God, for the sake to do good rather than act in impulse and vengeance, maybe it will plant a seed in the person who really just needs help. Now it would be painful to watch my family go... I could only hope that in that situation, I would pass into glory as well. But if that isn't the case, Jesus' disciples and His mother watched as He was being crucified- and was all for the greater good, as painful as it was to watch. Even Peter tried to defend Jesus, as he sliced off the soldier's ear as Christ was being arrested. Jesus turned to him and said, "Peter, put down your sword! If you live by the sword, you will die by the sword."
Even action in self-defense would be considered "living by the sword." Instead of this, I would rather live by the sword of the spirit- and do what it says... That includes not resisting an evil man... and if he strikes me or my family on one cheek, we will turn and offer him the other... and if that means death... well... it may be for the greater good.
Again, to me, this is ideal... the truth is, I don't have all of the answers... I don't claim to, but this is my conviction, based on what I've read in scripture and much prayer and consideration. It's probably a good thing that my fiance agrees with me on this! This is a solution that will take a lot of faith... I don't even know if I can follow through, but I certainly hope I would.
Monday, 05 October 2009
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Am I Really A Pacifist?
(I am contributing to the Xanga Council of Christian Pacifists, which features questions about nonviolence/pacifism, answered by 5 people. It's in the beginning stages of development, but we're hoping it will catch on with your help. Come by and start asking questions! Here is my response to the 2nd question.)
"I'm a pacifist because I'm a violent son of a bitch!" -Stanley Hauerwas
He really puts it perfectly, doesn't he?
As a definition to Christian pacifism/nonviolence, I will leave that up to Dr. Hauerwas too:
"I am a Christian pacifist. Being Christian and being a pacifist are not two things for me. I would not be a pacifist if I were not a Christian, and I find it hard to understand how one can be a Christian without being a pacifist."
(Stanley Hauerwas)
You see, I don't believe that "Christian" and "pacifist" should be looked at as two things, either... after all, Christ taught nonviolent methods, telling us "Don't resist an evil person." He tells us not to resist... and throughout the entirety of the New Testament, we read about nonviolent ways to solve all of our issues. But our key motivator is Faith... and our supreme reliance is God... exactly how God would want it...
I am a firm believer in the discipline of nonviolence. Of course, I use the term, "pacifist" in fear of splitting hairs. Don't get me wrong... I think there is a HUGE difference between nonviolence and pacifism (which I will get to), but I prefer to refer (Ha! that rhymed!) to myself as a pacifist. My reasoning is that it is easier to say I am a pacifist that to say I'm nonviolent. I think the term nonviolent just has sort of a snooty sort of vibe to it, so I say, in such an anti-politically correct manner, that I am a pacifist. But when you see me say that I am a pacifist, please don't misunderstand. I really mean that I am nonviolent.
The difference is GIGANTIC... so big, that I had to spell "gigantic" in all caps. To me, it seems that the term, "pacifist", paints a picture of a very lazy way of going about problems. There is nothing lazy about nonviolence. First of all, I want to say that I LOVE boxing... Boxing is a very violent sport... so I can't necessarily say that I am "nonviolent" either. I don't have a problem with kids playing "superheroes", I don't have anything against football, I loved the power rangers growing up... so, I guess I have to say that I am not against all forms of violence... Heck, one of my favorite movies is "Fight Club". But as for myself, I don't believe that I should have a reason to ever get violent. And therein lies the difference.
"Pacifism" implies that I do nothing in reaction to a violent (or other) circumstance.
"Nonviolent" implies that I am against all forms of violence
Despite the enormous difference, I still believe it is splitting hairs... so I use the terms interchangeably. The key is to know what I stand for before you assume that I can't stand violent movies or assume that I will sit and watch my child be killed.
Now, talking about pacifism, I don't believe in sitting on my behind and doing nothing while the violent world around me closes in quickly, affecting me, my friends, my family, associates, or what have you... but I do believe in the power of prayer, I believe in using words and discernment, and I believe in running. I think that there are many other options one can trust in before he or she has to resort to violence... and sometimes... doing absolutely nothing can do more than anything we can say, do, force, etc... What I believe in, takes faith, knowledge that there is more to life than my temporary problems, and trust in a higher power that will provide the type of justice that I wouldn't be able to provide. And that is not passive at all.
So in summery, I believe that Christ calls the Christians to a life of nonviolence, I believe that there is a huge difference between being nonviolent and being a pacifist, but not big enough to care which word to use to define my beliefs, and I believe in actions thought out in faith as oppose to a faithless reaction.
Friday, 02 October 2009
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Just a Moment...
I have a pet boxer puppy...
Her name is Lexi....Well, to tell you the truth, she belongs to my brother, so she isn't really mine...
Lexi can be fun to have around. She is always the center of attention when new company comes around, she tilts her head when she hears a weird sound that she doesn't understand, and she still chases her tail, even though it's been reduced to a stump before we even bought her. It's funny to watch... and she is the light of my brother's life right now...
But don't let the picture fool you, with the sad puppy eyes and the black face with the white around her nose... She might look cute, but she is the devil.
I came home one night from church. I went into my bedroom right away and got online. As I was sitting in my bed, I smelled something... it wasn't a good smell, but my room was a mess, so I ignored it. But for some reason, I looked down and I saw that the computer cord was in a pile of dog crap... ON MY BED!
Naturally, I was furious. I had just washed the comforter the day before and now I had to wash it again! I cleaned up the dog's mess and after I threw the comforter into the washer, I paced back and forth, sighing and groaning in frustration and anger. Admittedly, I lost my cool. Everyone in the house laughed at me, not only for my unfortunate circumstance, but also at how I reacted to such a trivial matter.
I got really angry... because for that moment, things didn't go the way I planned. I wasn't in control, and my hopes of going to bed warm that night were crushed because my comforter was now in the washer... and by the time I would be in bed, it would have only been in the dryer... It would have never gotten done in time... Then, there is the fact that the dog even came in my room to begin with.... These thoughts took control of my actions... and my emotions caused a reaction that was... well... comical... because I was angry about my discomfort for one night... how stupid is that?
In the Bible, Paul tells us what he went through to spread the Good News of Jesus Christ. First of all, Jesus himself blinded Paul for three days... and for three days, he didn't eat or drink. Later, Paul went through many other dangers. He says in 2 Corinthians 11:23-27 "I have worked much harder, been in prison more frequently, been flogged more severely, and been exposed to death again and again. Five times I received from the Jews the thirty-nine lashes. Three times I was beaten with rods, once I was stoned, three times I was shipwrecked, I spent a night and a day in the open sea, I have been constantly on the move. I have been in danger from rivers, in danger from bandits, in danger from my own countrymen, in danger from Gentiles; in danger in the city, in danger in the country, in danger at sea; and in danger from false brothers. I have labored and toiled and have often gone without sleep; I have known hunger and thirst and have often gone without food; I have been cold and naked." Paul says earlier in the letter that "...our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."
Now wait a minute... Paul said that on five separate occasions, he was flogged 39 times... Back then, they didn't give you a full 40 lashes because it was said that 40 would kill a person. But what is 39 x 5? 195? That is almost 200 painful lashes across his back. He was beaten with rods three times, he was stoned (until they thought he was dead)... can you imagine the scar tissue Paul would have had to have built up? By the end of his life, Paul probably wasn't a pretty man. Certainly, he lived a hard life... but that isn't what Paul thought about. He fixed his eyes on what was unseen... because that was what was eternal. He didn't look at the afflictions he went through... he didn't sit there and think, "Oh, Woe is me! I am being bullied by my enemies!" He felt like life was too short to think about those things. Instead, he looked at those as momentary troubles which were achieving an eternal glory that outweighs all the troubles he's even been through.
I know a man who's motto is, "In 200 years, it won't matter." And my dad always likes to say, "It ain't nothin' but a thing..." These are great attitudes when facing hardships or moments of uncomfortably. Why would I get so worked up if the dog takes a fresh dump on my bed? Why should I let that bother me? In light of eternity, it really doesn't matter, does it? Because all of this... everything that I have here, whether it be my home, my family, my books, my blog, everything I have... it's all here for a moment... and the discomfort I go through... the pain you go through... all of that will be outweighed by God's eternal glory when we enter into eternity... and none of it will ever matter...
In light of eternity, does your comfort matter?









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