The “Quad gods” are on campus today.
What are the Quad gods you ask? I was expecting this question. They are a few men from a small obscure nondenominational church who come to the college campus, stand in the quad (probably the busiest part of campus) and preach. They bring signs with them that say things like “Jesus Saves You From Hell”, or “You Need Jesus”. They come to warn the college students about the dangers of living the “college life”. Some get angry. Some stay calm. Some sing songs that mock the Catholic church. It’s really interesting, and I always enjoy it when they come to campus. It’s not that I agree with their theology. By no means do I agree with them, but the campus’ reaction to them is fun to watch.

To the quad gods, I wouldn’t be considered a Christian despite the fact that I’ve offered my life to follow Jesus, even as a career. My tattoos (all of them symbols of my faith) show them that I live a life contrary to what they believe. My indifference to considering the accounts in Genesis to be literal don’t jive with a true “Bible Believing” Christian. To put it bluntly, I’m not a fundy. There are many times that I want to argue with them… sometimes, simply for the sake of argument, but most of the time, it’s because I just don’t agree with how they are “reaching out”.
What irritates me the most is the fact that, from what I perceive, they are turning away more people than bringing them into the love of Christ. But I’ve learned that most of the time, people have their minds made up on what they believe and how they believe it. There aren’t many who are flexible when it comes to religion.
I wouldn’t consider my stance to be flexible either. I’m very firm in what I believe, but over the past five or six years, my theology has made many twists and turns that I never would have expected. I see it looking through some of my old blogs. I still see it today. The biggest thing I’ve learned in these years of being twisted, molded, stretched, and broken is….
I don’t really know anything.
There are many things that I believe, and I have many convictions. I have many theories, but I’ve found that I can’t always rely on them. So I’ve found that I don’t know much. That’s ok, though. I’ve grown to a point where I am able realize that I don’t have to know everything and I am entitled to be wrong from time to time. I take comfort in the fact that though I don’t have all the answers about God, God does. And God would know better.
I used to be like the quad gods. I used to think it was ok to tell others what to believe. I believed I had everyone’s best interests in my heart; and though my intentions were good, this way of thinking left me deprived… and I became tired. I never knew that wisdom was around every corner, not just in the Bible. When I started to let others tell me their opinions, I realized that people generally have a lot of good to say. I no longer tell people what to believe, but instead, I tell others what I believe and what it has done for me… and that is really the best I can do. It’s the best any of us can do.
My Atheist Bible professor said it perfectly today: “You don’t need to worry if you say something wrong in class, because I will tell you that you are wrong, but I won’t make fun of you… … because I’m also wrong half the time.” To me, these are very humble words coming from someone who’s put too many years into his studies to need to be humble.
God is alive and active, and speaks through humble hearts. God’s Spirit is always moving and is always leading us to know God more, in a more intimate way. The Wesleyan tradition says that this is God’s prevenient grace. This is God’s desire for his creation to know who God is. This grace is inescapable and comes in many ways. To write off what others say, regardless of what they believe and how they believe it (or not), is to potentially shut God’s own mouth. God can (and has the tendency to) use anyone as a mouthpiece. I try to remember this when I’m listening to others.
I often have the urge to argue with the quad gods… but honestly, where is that going to get me? It will only give me a false sense of superiority that, honestly, I really don’t need. I find more value in sitting down at the reflecting pool in the quad and listen to what they have to say. Likewise, I listen to those who come up and argue with them. God is there somewhere in that conversation, and if I listen and keep my mouth shut, I may hear the voice of the Lord telling me something I’ve never realized before.

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