A Peek in My Mind

Sunday, 06 May 2012

  • Omega and God

    My dog is amazing. We adopted him from a shelter last July. He's about four years old now, but he is still very much a puppy. When we adopted him, his name was Omega. My wife and I decided that Omega was a great name, so we kept it. Omega is a husky. He sheds a lot and has very pretty eyes. Altogether, he is just a beautiful dog. It doesn't take much for me to think about him in all circumstances. I can't leave the house for two hours without looking at my wife to say, "I miss Omega." I'm just so happy to have a dog that is just so awesome.


    Omega and me, taking a nap

    He's a good boy. When we first adopted him, he was, for all intents and purposes, fairly wild. He couldn't make eye contact, he had no personality, he couldn't listen, he was all scruffy and dirty, and he definitely wasn't house trained. When I first went to meet Omega, he peed on my leg. I knew, from that moment on, I was his. He claimed me. It happened again a week later, when I went to pick him up from the shelter to bring him home.

    He's come a long way since then, even in a matter of the first few months I've had him. He's now a typical pet. He makes eye contact, he lets his personality show, he listens, he's clean (seriously, he doesn't even smell like a dog!), and he's house trained. He's a completely different dog, now that he has owners who love him.

    Omega must have had a traumatic life before he was taken to the pound. I know he was an outside dog. That always bothers me. I don't see the point in having a pet, if you just keep it locked up all day, but i digress. He and his sister were both owned by the same master (And yes, his sister's name was Alpha). From what I've heard, she was a pure white husky. We were told by the people in the shelter that they were found abandoned in a vacant house. Their owners just picked up and left, leaving them behind to suffer. Luckily, someone had found them and brought them to the animal shelter.

    Alpha was the first to be adopted, weeks before my wife and I adopted Omega. We imagine that Omega suffers from separation anxiety. He's lost his previous owners, he's lost his sister, and he's lost the other dogs and the people who took care of him at the pound. It's probably been pretty stressful for him. He's gotten a lot better with his anxiety, but he's still not perfect.


    Omega's "Room", our closet

    Like a lot of dogs, Omega is afraid of storms. Yesterday, my wife and I left for about an hour to go look at some apartments. It was thundering just a little, and it was sprinkling. In no way, would I say it was storming. But no one was home and Omega was scared from the thunder. Normally, he would hide in our bedroom closet, or in the bathroom trying to fit behind the toilet, or in the living room behind our rocking chair. He loves tight spaces. But it wasn't like that yesterday. We had left the windows open in the house so it wouldn't be too hot. While we were gone, one of the neighbors went out to her mailbox to get the mail. She heard some noises coming from the house. She looked and saw Omega trying to jump out the window. She came up to the house and rang the doorbell, to try to get someone's attention. But when she rang the door bell, a loud crack of thunder spooked Omega, and out the window he went, breaking the screen, falling into the bushes, and finally, running down the street full speed.

    When Tesia and I got home yesterday, we walked up to our front porch and I looked to my left and saw that the screen had been knocked out of the window. "Oh no!" I said. Tesia replied, "What?" and I pointed to the window. We immediately began looking for him. We searched all over the neighborhood for about a half an hour. I didn't know what we were going to do. Finally, Tesia saw a dog crossing the street, not far from our house. "Is that him?" she asked. "Yes, that's him!" I exclaimed. We drove up slowly to him. He was worn out. He looked scruffy and dirty once again, just like he was when we adopted him. He was scared, head down and tail between his legs. I came up to him and said, "Come here Omega." He didn't want to trust me. He wanted to take off again, but he knew he was too tired. With hesitancy, he came towards me and I grabbed his collar. He pulled away slightly, but he realized that trying to play games at that moment was futile. He was too tired and too sore and too scared. But he knew that once we got him in the car, he was in safe hands. He knew he'd be taken care of.

    Taking care of Omega is identical to how God takes care of his people. God rescues us from the crap we deal with in our lives. He cleans us up and sets us straight, as we become disciplined so we can live a better life with a bigger purpose. We feel God. We know God's there. We get comfortable with our new life in Christ. And then, when we least expect it, storms come in our lives, even the small ones, and we don't know where God is. We get scared that, perhaps, God isn't coming back. All the while, God is still thinking of us, remembering us, loving us, and wanting to be with us. When we feel like God isn't there for us, we run and look for other vices that we feel will keep us safe and secure, and hide us from our storm, but it leaves us lost, tired, disheveled, and even more scared. But God is always looking for us. God is trying to pull us towards him, even if we aren't sure that we want to trust him. We finally come into God's will though, and when we do, there is no place we'd rather be. We know where we belong.

    So take heart, brothers and sisters in Christ. We cannot be separated from the love of God. We cannot run from His grace. God wants us. God does not want to see you in your storm, and if you are scared and you are running, God will find you. Trust God.

Tuesday, 01 May 2012

  • Answers to Your Questions

    As I've promised, here are the answers to the questions you've asked me.

    @TheTheologiansCafe

    "If someone gave you $10,000 and you had to spend it in one day and you couldn't keep any of it, what would you do with your $10,000 in one day?"

    The most honest answer I could give is perhaps the most boring. I would spend it on repaying my student loans. I really have nothing else to spend it on.

     

    @ToastersNMilkshakes

    "What's been the greatest struggle for you as you seek to live the Christian life?"

    I have two big ones. First is, I am so super interested in the theoretical sides of theology that I all too often forget my purpose as a Christian and a minister. Secondly, it's very hard for me to stand for what I believe is right while not appearing to be on a high horse. I've found there is nothing more irritating to me than when I gently correct someone, and they turn on me and accuse me of being arrogant or self-righteous.

    "How is project "Skinny Jimmy" going?What change in yourself have you seen in the last 5 years that is the most surprising to you?If you could have 1000 people fight for 1 cause what would the cause be?"

    Project Skinny Jimmy is... going... Well, I've lost 5 pounds, but I haven't really been trying. Tesia got a membership at the YMCA, so that will help. If she is exercising, I will be exercising. I suppose I am taking baby steps to shed my unneeded weight.
    A change in myself that's surprised me over the last 5 years is that I've found that I'm actually a good student. I've never done well in school, but this past quarter, I had a 3.6 GPA. I couldn't be more proud of myself!
    Finally, if I had 1000 people to fight for one cause, the cause would probably be to ignore politicians and just be the change they wish to see in the world.

     

    @shopgirl_london

    "What motivates you? What inspires you? What do you think true happiness is?"

    I think that I'm motivated by sincerity. It seems to be a common theme in my life. I like to see people who are genuine. I'm inspired by beauty. That sounds a bit pretentious, I know, but I think that's the truth. Happiness to me is holiness. One could find happiness of heart when they are able to give their burdens to God. I think that happiness is in understanding that happiness isn't the only emotion a person should feel. We are wired with an array of emotions. What makes happiness so great? The idea that it feels the best? That's an interesting question, isn't it? Anyway, true happiness, I believe, is found in Christ. When people experience happiness, they are experiencing a grace of God.

     

    @Ooglick

    "If you could pick any job at all, say you magically had all the skills necessary for it, what would you do? Also, which country would you most like to visit and why?"

    If I could pick any job at all, and I magically had the skills necessary for it, I would be an influential teacher of theology in a prestigious school, and I would often be called to talk about my faith on The History Channel, The Discovery Channel, National Geographic, and various religious documentaries.
    Right now, the country I would like to visit most is Israel and Palestine. I want to see conflict between the two for myself. Also, it would be nice to see the land on which Jesus walked.


    @llamalima

    "If you could have 1 more hour each day, how would you spend it? If you had 1 less hours each day, what would you lose?"

    If I could have one more hour each day, I can't lie to you, I'd probably take it for granted and just sleep that extra hour. If I had one less hour, sleep would also probably be what I'd cut out of my day. It's odd that the one thing I'd like more of is the one thing I don't mind losing, right? Hmm...

     

    @t_sheffield

    "How much does God love us?"

    This isn't a very fair question because I don't think we can accurately put "unconditional love" into words.winky
    I do know that God loves us enough to have died for us. I know that God loves us enough that out the entirety of the universe and how miniscule we are in comparison, God still thinks we are in need of God's love and attention. That, to me, is the most mind blowing thing of all... that we somehow, for some reason, are created in God's image and that God cares! God actually cares. It's amazing to think about. :)

     

     

    So do you have any questions you'd like to ask me? What do you think of my answers?

Friday, 06 April 2012

  • What's So Good About Good Friday?

    Today is the day when Christians reflect on the time Jesus the Messiah was falsely arrested, beaten, flogged, spit at, mocked, cursed, stripped naked, and nailed to a cross beside two criminals, where he struggled to breath as he bled out for hours. Jesus faced a terrifying, agonizing death, and we celebrate this? What's to celebrate about this so-called perfect man, this sinless human being, this miracle worker, this prophet, this teacher, God- walking in the flesh, being tortured to death while a mob of people watched?

    He did this for you. Even before you were born, he did this for you. Don't take this for granted. God knows you, loves you, speaks to you, and he died for you- so that you can know what it means to truly live.

     

    "Were the whole realm of nature mine,
    That were a present far too small;
    Love so amazing, so divine,
    Demands my soul, my life, my all."

Wednesday, 04 April 2012

  • Questions?

    I miss blogging on a regular basis. It's starting to get difficult. Once you get in the slump, it's hard to get out. I guess I feel like I talk about the same things constantly... I'm also reading the same things constantly. There really is no new content on Xanga.

    So here's what I'm going to do. I'm not looking to create new content. I'm not looking to be original. I just want to blog about something, so I want to do another "ask me anything" blog. If you've got a question you'd like me to answer, feel free to ask it. It could be anything. I'll give you my point of view.

    These never seem to work out for me, but I promise that this time, I will try to answer every question.

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

  • Today

    Today is Tesia's and my 2 year anniversary. I couldn't have asked for a more beautiful, loving, genuine, and gifted wife. I praise God for this, who is a giver of all good things. God bless you today. :)

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  • Rainboxx
    Thanks for accepting my friend invite. :)
  • t_sheffield
    'ello govna!
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    Hello:) I'm bored and at Lakeside...
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  • jmallory
    @HiNRGirl - lol It's no big deal... I am sick of it too.. which is why a recent post of mine was about abortion and how we can find common ground between pro-choice and pro-life... also, the one I rec'd was pretty funny, and he was looking for readers, that is why I rec'd it. :) thanks for letting m
  • BlanchexEtxNoisette
    I just thought I'd let you know, to be safe: I just left a pulse about being sick of abortion stuff on Xanga, then remembered you'd recc'd a post about abortion, and I thought I'd let you know, I WASN'T referring to you. :P Actually I thought your recc was by someone else who's pro-choice and has m
  • talhashahidk
    start getting up early. you will know what you are missing a love your Rihanna post
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    thank U for accepting! (^0^)
  • SuperSafe68
    thanks for the add! will hope to read more from you in the future ^_^ also enjoy the joker propic you are sporting XD (imported from memories)